Remembering the you you used to like

For some reason, i have growing suspicion that i am becoming quite bland. I wonder if it's because i'm not always surrounded by people or if it's because my spiritual life is not as fiery as it used to be. It seems that I find myself not being freely childlike. I'm starting to think that this dimming is due to my lack of conversation with God. After all, whatever we are is derived from God's being. 

The Need to be heard

So I am starting this blog because, having closed my Facebook account, i realized that I have a need to be heard. It's not some sort of egocentric insecurity, rather just a motivation for the birth of my thoughts. I realized that if there is not a motivation of another person on the other end, that i will not communicate deeper thoughts to myself or others. Maybe this will be a motivator to my prayers. Maybe it will be a record of them. I don't really care to be heard by my friends, but i think it is enough motivation to think that there is a possibility that someone out there is reading this. Well, I think i've deviated from my immediate duties long enough. Oh, I will not address this blog as if i'm writing to my diary. So there will be no goodbyes and gee-i-haven't-written-in-a-while-sorry's.